| Gingerlilly Tea ( @ 2008-10-12 21:48:00 |

I don't think i have held my breath as much as the last three weeks. I feel so anxious all the time that my little tiny baby girl will get hurt or come into danger. People tell me how beautiful she is and my heart swells. I miss her when she is sleeping. i cry when she cries. Cradling her at three am when her tummy hurts.
Nothing else matters anymore. I have sacrificed my life for her now. She is all that matters.



(elle and her big cousin, emily-mai)